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[Friday November 3rd, 2006 at 10:29am] *Le sigh* ppl are rediclous somtimes! [ She'll make it up ]

*goings on* [Wednesday October 25th, 2006 at 1:48pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | CSI Miami ] Well....its been a hell of a long time since i written in this thing! Lets see... Me and josh are doing fantasticly, ive never been happier!! itll be a year and a half new years..its a pretty sweet anniversery. New years as gonna be good times, me and Josh and Michelle and he bf Kevin are gonna get a couple hotel rooms and party there. Im not even sure y im thinking about that so far in advance..i guess im just excited:)ive never gotten a meningful kiss on new years and now i will get one! Im working now at the Magic Dragon (yonge and steels) its a pretty sweet gig! My collection of bongs is up to 9 Hopfully im going to screemers on the 30th with nima...speaking of which..NIMA, give me a call so i kno wuts going on:) [ She'll make it up ]

[Sunday February 19th, 2006 at 3:45pm] [ mood | nauseated ] welli havtn been on herre for like well for ever! let see..i have the stomach flu...which blows fucking goats! Im wokring for my Nazi boss still..plz if n e one is working somewhere that is hiring tell me!!! IM DESPRETE FOR A DIFFERENT JOB!!!!!!!!!!! I got a pretty pink Razer..It sooo nice....647-405-0743..i hate 647 numbers.. Hmm lets see..imm done high school...i thought u would enjoy that but im reali bored...i miss shulmans class...ERIN I MISS U! Me and josh have been dating for 8 months not, the best 8 months of my life:) I duno my head hurts i cant type right now.. See Nima im not dead:P:P:P 5 [ She'll make it up ]

[Monday December 12th, 2005 at 9:35am] [ mood | angry ] My family is crazy! I just punched my sister in the face, i feel better..i dont care if that makes me a terrible person..id do it again, and if i could do it again, id do it harder..im so sick of the way they talk down to me all the time 1 [ She'll make it up ]

Y'all aint ready! [Tuesday December 6th, 2005 at 12:22pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Y'all aint ready-K-FED ] Its K-FED yall..also knows as kevin federline! wut a tool! I should be sayin' keep My damn name outcha mouth But y'all keep increasin' my change amount So, go ahead and say whatcha wanna I'm gonna sell about 2 mil Uh, then I'm goner, uh I know y'all wishin' you was in my position Cause I keep gettin' into situations That you wish you was in, cousin I'm not your brother, I'm not your uncle, I'm Daddy do Steppin' in this game and y'all ain't got a clue My prediction is that y'all are gonna hate On the style we create, straight 2008 But I know that you really can't wait Because people always askin' me When's the release date? Well maybe, baby, you could wait and see Until then all these Pavarattis followin' me Gettin' anxious? Go take a peek I'm starrin' in your magazines Now every day and week Back then, they call me K-fed But you can call me Daddy instead Back then, they call me K-fed But you can call ... [ She'll make it up ]

♥ [Thursday December 1st, 2005 at 10:05am] [ mood | silly ] 5 Months! I love u josh:) U magnificint boy u! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ <img src="http://i22.photobucket.com/albums/b321/Karly_54/josh3.jpg" [ She'll make it up ]

ARG [Wednesday November 30th, 2005 at 11:35pm] [ mood | angry ] i had a conversation tonight with josh about his friends drug use...i when i say drug use i dont mean pot..i mean like cocaine, ketamine, crystal meth and realli bad shit like that..now realli its none of my bunsiness wut thoes fuckheads do..u wanna ruin ur life go for it not my problem..U know wut is my problem when u do it around me and in my boyfriends house...And when i have time and time again asked you not to do it infront of me and dont free base meth in the room i sleep in u asshole..Not only are u disrespecting me by doing it infront of me u mare majorly disrespecting josh and his mother..especailly his mother..who for one of them has put him up when he had no where else to go...So how dare u.. Go outside and be dumb somewhere else..i dont want to see it, its offends me and i have lost too many people to stupid shit like that.. Ok so i told josh how i felt, not as bluntly as i put it there but i told him..i kno he agrees with me he just wont say n e thing..But now i feel like he thinks im trying to come b.c him and his freinds and im not..i wouldnt do that, but i draw and line on somethings and drugs like that are one of them... I told his friend chris he was an addict and he comes back with well u do acid..OH MY GOD..ive done acid twice in my entire life, ur trying to compare me with u and ur cocaine, meth, k, and all the other stupid ass drugs ur doing? not a chance buddy.. But back to my point..i realli dont want josh to feel like im trying to take him from his friends..but im worried about that stuff in his house and that hes gonna get in trouble.. am i doing the right thing? 8 [ She'll make it up ]

Fucking right! [Wednesday November 30th, 2005 at 10:26am] [ mood | amused ] You run Chinese mud fights. I actually don't know if you are a bubble boy, but you have an obsession with saying: "500 DOLLAH!" Are YOU a Bubble Boy? brought to you by Quizilla hahahahahaha..E-RAN this is the most fun class ever! 1 [ She'll make it up ]

[Wednesday November 30th, 2005 at 9:15am] [ mood | annoyed ] oh man, every second period this room smells like shit! and today i found out why... In first period there are a bunch of jappy teenage girls sitting in this room and all of them happen to be marinating in a different perfume and when u mix all that perfume togeather and just the fact that these girls are uber annoying u get the smeel that is making me sick! 2 [ She'll make it up ]

[Tuesday November 29th, 2005 at 11:58pm] [ mood | annoyed ] FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ She'll make it up ]

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